Sunday, December 28, 2008

Regretful decisions

There are certain decisions in life that you feel it is the right thing to do and the right thing to happen. There are certain possibilities and unavoidable circumstances that makes you realize what could have been. You realize wrong decisions and try to make up for whatever there is left for you to pick up and start a new again. You start thinking, what might have been, what could I have done to avoid such decisions and etc. You started blaming others, yourself and then started to complain and give up. Makes you think of the what ifs. You start to hate yourself and give up on things. You start feeling blue and depressed on the situation. You feel left out and as if no one would be there to help you out. All is in the past now and the present is here. You might have regret somethings in your life or might have regretful decisions made; but through all this, it'll make you a better individual and a much mature person. I, for one, have blamed others for decisions I have made in the past. But through this hard times, it made me stronger and built a defense that trigger my heart to be numb from all the pain in a short time. Even if this trials have put me to the lowest point of my 23 yrs of living on earth, it will not break me. I will fight back and would never hesitate to ask for help if I need to. I have family and friends who would be there to support me all the way.